awakened blogger.

-i'm back,

with a question mark as to why i deleted a thousand years of posts at that spilt moment i decided blogging isnt for me, and i've been wasting my time on it. all my hours of posting.. a delete.. and poof.

thinking about it makes me waste a sigh -a deeep inhale, and a quick exhale- if you didnt know what it means.

these two weeks of not blogging made my mind boggle instead. the act of not penning (or typing, for that matter) your overflow of thoughts may lead to an eventual brain blast. -for those of you concerned, it didnt occur to me so heave a sigh. (a deep inhale, and a quick exhale, if you dont know how)

brain blast. hmmm. might make a drink out of that to compete with 7-11's slurpee -brain freeze-. who's in?

ok back to the updating of un-nonsense.

i saw an irish (i think) downstairs my block three mins ago. -a rare sight indeed- she was a beauty! (can't girls admire God's creation too?) anw it's not the 'model-ish' beauty, it's more like the sweet looking & pure dance-on-the-fields-with-a-long-skirt type of beauty. where did i get the idea from? -she was wearing a long skirt. anw she had teal gray sparkly eyes and light blonde braided hair, with a very fair complexion. the sparkly eyes made me make that conclusion. (plus a lil of the braids which added in to the feminine look)

an over concious divinia comments again: i'm totally straight for the record. it's called admiration.

i've been excercising almost everyday -what, divinia excercising?- yes i do, and like it in fact! hahaha. your eyes must be wide w/ amazement now eh, cos i dont think i look like the excercising type. owell. running and talking to God is ze best- along with looking at kids at the park which make me can't help but smile broadly.
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on to another note,

i'm really thankful to God for His presence- His sweet spirit

carassing my cheek every moment- the wind
raising the sun up every morning - to point me to a hope that renews itself everyday
planting nature - to remind me that i'm His wonderful creation
giving that characteristic peace - unescapable, delightful, calming
the sound of the stillness of His voice - like music to my heart

heace the crave for more.

i've been thinking lately.

Chrsitian life is never to be ruled by rules alone.i never want my life to be a 'testimony' of how i do everything morally right, and sensibly (IF i could be like that in the first place). but i want my life to be led by conviction. the 'right' things i do wouldnt be out of just what the Scripture says, but it would boil out from my wanting to please God instead. many a times,i've heard of how pple do stuff just because it is right to do this if you're a Christian. not that i've not been guilty of that- i have. yes the Scripture is right; always right, and it's of importance; always of importance. but basing your choice just on rules alone..- the foundation might cripple if you depart from that 'feeling' of wanting to follow a rule. the solid basis of that criticial choice- my relationship with Him- would be more functional, the rules would be made more flexible, the reason for applying it more justifiable....

God, my basis for living would always be in accordance with You, and Your word.