for all those remaining readers out there.. (if there are any left) i'm so sorry for not bloggo-ing for so longa. am kinda influenced by the thinking that if ppl wanna know about my life, i'd rather it be delivered personally.. but owell. i miss writing. amazing how writing manages to clear your thoughts by laying it down in a sensible and logical manner. i often get encouraged after i blog sometimes because of the proclaimation of positivity through my fingers.

the power of posts. whoooo.
argh i have no time to update now though, but i will soon.

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dear Pride,

i had an awesome night with you yesterday! the ambiance and food made it more perfect. it's just the bill that always spoils everything but yea, your company's worth more than that. haha. you have always struck me as a person who cares deeply and sincerely about the pple around you. you really really encoraged me ytd, and lifted my spirits up. our friendship is very much valued by me, and i thank God for sending me a wonderful friend like you. =)

love,
Dignity.

divinia feels like blowing up, cracking down, crushing up,

sighing out.

1000 souls 100 healings

this good fri/easter wkend couldnt have started off better.

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am gonna have an off day tmr, and will work three days a week from now on!! :) apparently there are not enough forms cos me and joy does it fast.. lol. but from then on it'll be hourly pay though, and i earn more in a day when i'm paid by form :( owell. haha.

went to watch confessions of a shophaholic ytd. it was good. expected it to be another chick flick but it's turned out real different! there were deep issues that the show dealt with.. and i was impressed by the ingenious set up of the play that kept me glued.

and.. Hugh Dancy is hot. love the curls and his character. hahaaa.

anw was walking beside the skate park (like i do everyday when i get to work and back) when some angmoh guy skateboarded across beside me and did some stunt in front and he fell right down in front of me. i gasped and muttered under my breath are you okay and he just shrugged and smiled like this is the 100th time falling down. lol. anw i think skateboarding's cool!! will wanna learn it one day if i ever get a chance to..

had in mind to blog everyday this week but i always get home exhausted. ugh. so yea. my brain's not functioning now too. and i got this nausea coming over me. must be too much comp.

gotta rest. ciao!

stop! before it's too late

have you ever been shocked, dismayed, apalled at what you have become- where the comparison of the past leaves you in deep wonder of the height that you have fallen from- the point at which the uncontrollable sliding begans- the slide that starts fun, grows exciting, and leaves your adrenalin pumpin.. you must know when to stop though, or a big 'thud' would greet you once you fly past the stopping point at the base of the slide-- a thud that would hit you back to the literal earth, and the metaphorical reality.

a thud -- i was warned of. that painful experience that accompany the sand on your pants. i'm reminded by my Constant Companion that the thud would hurt eventually-- and that makes me come to a screeching halt every time.

i don't dare go beyond because i trust. i trust that my Dad knows best.

Precaution --a caution that doesnt go unheeded. a caution thats already taken care of before danger opens it's mouth to speak into your life. temptations which you flee away from before you get eaten alive.

i'm glad i have a Father who cares enough to caution. to repeatedly remind me if i'm falling away so that i might be able to get back up.

warnings make me know that i'm still in the safety zone.

seek for wisdom and take precautions in your life today! you may never know when the thud would be arriving.

a stop sign isnt meant for stopping to sigh. a stop sign should bring about rejoicing!! :)